I wish I had taken that picture. I wish I had taken that picture. I wish I could believe the lie of one day for just a little longer. I know the feeling won't last forever, but the looming question-- why not me?-- will be weighing on my chest for a while. One day I'll understand it. I'm sure it will all make sense eventually. In the meantime, I'll just wonder and wonder and hope that all the kitschy cliches are right:
Someone better is coming!
There's someone out there just for you!
When you're least expecting it, love will find you!
Whatever the fuck that means.